Happy Valentine’s Day to me! Panda Express and maybe some chocolate if I’m lucky. The only people who wished me a happy one was someone in New York, someone in Poland and my stepmom. Can’t wait till this day is over yep yep.

it has me thinking about a few things. One of them being chocolate. haha yes. And thinking about how I won’t necessarily feel miserable on the 14th. But more so confused. You see I’m single. And with that means I’m constantly trying to figure out what and who is worth it. But also trying to have fun, for you only have one life to live. I don’t know what I’m ready for. I’m just really confused about what I want in life and where I’m exactly heading. Can only show interest in so many things at the same time. I’m not heartbroken. I just feel like a part of me is missing. Or something is out there I have to find that will wake me and shake me up. Everything has potential. I’m scared. I’m excited. I’m cold. No really I’m cold. I’m about to go for my evening run and it is just too chilly for words. Something about running helps me and awakens my soul. It’s a wake up call to let me know that I’m still okay. So I don’t know guys. Patience is on my side hopefully. I don’t always believe that things always happen for a reason and that it’s mostly just, chance. I’m getting better at not getting too easily attached to people I find attractive. I give it time to let things grow. Wait it out a bit to see if it’s going to be something better than I had expected originally. So if you think you could use me before, you may want to think differently next time. “Tonight we are young so let’s set the world on fire we can burn brighter than the sun”